Thursday, February 03, 2005

Approaching 800

800 pounds, that is.

Not really, but it kind of feels that way. I'm going to go join Weight Watchers (again) and sit through a couple motivational meetings. It really does work. The one time I lost a respectable amount of weight, I was on Weight Watchers.

You know what else works? NOT eating your weight in junk food. I don't understand why I have such a hard time with this. JAR, I'm going to start talking about getting emotional, you might want to not read any further. I get so frustrated trying to lose weight and even though I KNOW what I need to do, I can never do it. It's like a vicious cycle that I can't break. I get upset because I'm a blob, I obsess about it until I am devastated and then the only thing I can do to feel better is either go to the gym, or eat some Doritos(obviously the Doritos are leading this series).

Is it a will power issue? Do I just need to be stronger? I know I'm a stress eater, but shouldn't knowing that be half the battle? And what kind of sorry excuse is that? I'm a stress eater, I eat when I get upset and stressed. It sounds like bullshit!!

EAT LESS,
EXERCISE MORE.


AARRGGHHH!! Someday I'm going to figure this all out.


2 comments:

AL said...

NL, I have a screensaver picture of you that shows how far you have come. I know you hate people talking your weight, but you have come a long way. You know it, I know it.

Stick, stick, stick, damn it!

Keep the workouts going. It is the key.

Your pal JAR

Anonymous said...

GO NLM, GO!

JRB