Tuesday, May 30, 2006

What did I learn today?

I learned that even though I've been driving for half of my life, I still get nervous when somebody gets up on my back bumper when I am stopped on a hill.  I start to panic and think things like "what if I get a leg cramp and my clutch/gas coordination gets screwed up so I roll back?" 
 
It's a silly thing to worry about, but hardly the silliest thing I have ever worried about.  When I was much younger, I used to worry that I would be kidnapped when I had a head cold.  What if the kidnappers put duct tape on my mouth?!?!  I can't breathe through a stuffed nose!  Apparently it's not that uncommon for kids to have these thoughts, either. 
 
 
I had a good workout at the gym today.  I was inspired to start lifting weights again and my motivation comes from something I did this weekend.  My car needed a tune up so I took it in Monday morning.  I left my car there and walked home.  The service guy called a couple hours later and said my car was done.  As I was walking back to get my car, I had the thought that I needed to be REALLY grateful.  Grateful that as an obese person I have the ability and the willingness to be active.  So, I'm feeling a little bit like I need to take advantage of this.  Who knows, the motivation may wear off in a couple days but I need to take it where I can find it. 

2 comments:

jimburnetto said...

You should carry your mace in case you are attacked by the westomaha crime syndicate.

Niki said...

My mace has a leaky nozzle thingy. The last time I carried it, I got some pepper spray on my hand. As soon as I got home, I had to pee and forgetting about the pepper spray on my hand, I wiped. Very bad situation.